I refuse to be called oc-oc

Obsessive Compulsive is supposed to be a disorder wherein the person tries so hard to put things in order. For this wedding, Friends and I have fondly called it ok-ok and I refuse to be called that. I'm not OC-OC. Excited, and scared, and scouting....but not Not oc-oc.. So what am I? I shall get back to you on that :D